Friday, January 4, 2013
<p>HI Mom.I am still in shock that you are gone didn't expect it so soon or for you to go so quickly but I do thank God he didn't let you suffer in death or to be alone.You dying on New Years Day means this year will not be a good one for me but I know How much you and Roger loved each other and he was such a good honorable man mom that he will def. take care of you.That helps me to deal with your passing.Losing a husband was bad and I have dreaded the day I would lose you and now it is here.How do you go on without your mother?I am afraid without you mom please help me to get through this.All we had accomplished in the last several months mom I will always remember and cherish.As confused as you were our last conversation on Dec.24th I knew you understood my feelings as you agreed when it was all over and gone we would speak again.That it would be better that way.I especially liked that two hour conversation we had where we cried togeather and laughed togeather and got to express a lot of love for each other and understanding.You were great Mom.Please know I love you more and you will be tucked deep in my heart forever.No more lonliness or suffering,no more stress,or being afraid anymore.You will have total peace now,happiness.and be well, to do tend to Gods gardens and take care of all those babies up there and all the animals in Gods great heaven.Your picture is right next to me with a candle lit and I will be talking to the moon Mom please talk back to me.What a strong person you were and now you are a strong spirit.I'm waiting for your sign and I know you will wait for me,you, and Roger, togeather and Daddy.You will be remembered every single day.In my heart,in my soul,and in my mind.God Bless you and please,please,be happy.I love you more than you could ever imagine <3 Your baby Dets,xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo</p>
